Mar 24, 2014
Mar 19, 2014
Sports. Why?!
Now this has nothing to do with anything, but I'm kinda really really nervous about this. So... naturally I blog about it (I don't know I'm weird).
Fact 1: My town is very very athletic and health based. Most of my friends do a high school sport or will do one in the near future.
Fact 2: Apparently for some reason colleges like team sports better than Debate, because, you know, weather or not I can hit a ball is directly related to how well I will do at your school.
Fact 3: I kinda need to have another way to stay in shape other than Taekwondo because I have no motivation and I hate gyms.
Fact 4: I can sorta kinda run. Not really. I have asthma and the farthest I've ever run on flat ground (excluding trail running) is 1 mile. Not really good a sprinting either.
Fact 5: I played volleyball for a extended period of time, and I have been told I was kinda good, but I have A LOT of insecurities and even when someone tells me I'm good at something I never believe them. Ever.
Fact 6: Volleyball shorts are kinda really really short. Just a comment if you haven't seen anyone ever play volleyball.
Fact 7: I was completely incapable of doing anything that was vaguely related to coordination until like 7th grade (this includes sitting down and walking) I'm not even exaggerating.
Fact 8: Doing anything vaguely physical (I'm talking sports pervert) still fills me with enough anxiety to fuel a nuclear power plant for 10 years or kill a full grown man in 5 minutes. Don't even get me started on how much over-thinking it takes for me to get through the door of a tryout.
Fact 8 Part 2: Every tryout I've ever been to has failed epically pretty much because I get so nervous that I can't even function.
Fact 9: Because of facts 1-3 I'm going to try out for either track or volleyball.
Fact 10: You don't care about any of this.
Thanks guys :)
Anna
Fact 1: My town is very very athletic and health based. Most of my friends do a high school sport or will do one in the near future.
Fact 2: Apparently for some reason colleges like team sports better than Debate, because, you know, weather or not I can hit a ball is directly related to how well I will do at your school.
Fact 3: I kinda need to have another way to stay in shape other than Taekwondo because I have no motivation and I hate gyms.
Fact 4: I can sorta kinda run. Not really. I have asthma and the farthest I've ever run on flat ground (excluding trail running) is 1 mile. Not really good a sprinting either.
Fact 5: I played volleyball for a extended period of time, and I have been told I was kinda good, but I have A LOT of insecurities and even when someone tells me I'm good at something I never believe them. Ever.
Fact 6: Volleyball shorts are kinda really really short. Just a comment if you haven't seen anyone ever play volleyball.
Fact 7: I was completely incapable of doing anything that was vaguely related to coordination until like 7th grade (this includes sitting down and walking) I'm not even exaggerating.
Fact 8: Doing anything vaguely physical (I'm talking sports pervert) still fills me with enough anxiety to fuel a nuclear power plant for 10 years or kill a full grown man in 5 minutes. Don't even get me started on how much over-thinking it takes for me to get through the door of a tryout.
Fact 8 Part 2: Every tryout I've ever been to has failed epically pretty much because I get so nervous that I can't even function.
Fact 9: Because of facts 1-3 I'm going to try out for either track or volleyball.
Fact 10: You don't care about any of this.
Thanks guys :)
Anna
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Mar 18, 2014
Mar 15, 2014
Mar 14, 2014
Another Slightly Insane Rant From Yours Truely
Okay... blogs. I really don't have an interesting enough life that I would be willing to talk about on the internet. Really. That's why I can't come up with things to write. When I think about it I probably should've made this blog about something other than my life and just stuff I think of. I also don't really want to just bitch about my life for 500 words. So, my rant.
Girls. This applies to girls in books, movies, and real life. Don't change yourself for some stupid guy who is probably going to smash your heart into little bits. Don't trust people with your heart. Honestly, everything always is going to end, and if you hope and imagine and pine you're going to look back at these years and want to hit yourself over the head with a baseball bat. I admit, I hope and imagine and stuff, but don't base your ENTIRE SELF WORTH on whether or not he likes you. Also, not all guys are the same. There is some guy or girl out there for you. I promise. They are going through life looking for you, just like you are looking for them. They'll be nice and caring and NOT the douche you keep running after. Oh, and another thing. Drinking your feelings away, especially if you're underage, is not really that solid of a plan. It'll actually usually make things worse. Sorry.
Guys. I can't pretend to understand you all but honestly, if you like a girl, say it. We have enough insecurities already. One last note to you guys, don't be a douche bag to my friends. Ever. I will hurt you. Actually, you know what, just grow a pair and don't be a douche to anyone. Sound like a plan? Cool.
Anna
Girls. This applies to girls in books, movies, and real life. Don't change yourself for some stupid guy who is probably going to smash your heart into little bits. Don't trust people with your heart. Honestly, everything always is going to end, and if you hope and imagine and pine you're going to look back at these years and want to hit yourself over the head with a baseball bat. I admit, I hope and imagine and stuff, but don't base your ENTIRE SELF WORTH on whether or not he likes you. Also, not all guys are the same. There is some guy or girl out there for you. I promise. They are going through life looking for you, just like you are looking for them. They'll be nice and caring and NOT the douche you keep running after. Oh, and another thing. Drinking your feelings away, especially if you're underage, is not really that solid of a plan. It'll actually usually make things worse. Sorry.
Guys. I can't pretend to understand you all but honestly, if you like a girl, say it. We have enough insecurities already. One last note to you guys, don't be a douche bag to my friends. Ever. I will hurt you. Actually, you know what, just grow a pair and don't be a douche to anyone. Sound like a plan? Cool.
Anna
Mar 8, 2014
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